(11-22-2022, 05:01 AM)SMcNeill Wrote: It's right there on the page that you're sharing. You're just overlooking it, apparently.
Yeah, those don't look at all like links to me, and even if they did, what reason would I have to click on them when it looks to me like everything is there on the one page? I'll elaborate on all of that later.
It would be absurd for anybody to be hostile towards a wheelchair-bound individual because that individual did not attend a meeting located in a building that has no wheelchair access.
That's what I'm experiencing over here. It is a kind of hostility that nobody could ever realise is being experienced on the other end.
Because of that, and although it may seem absurd to you, I easily forgive that and easily fall into "roll up your sleeves and kill them with kindness" mode. I will do some reflection and actually respond with individual posts:
- I have no choice but to post some kind of testimony about my cognitive disability (ies?) and health issue exacerbating the related challenges. May that will clarify why: I don't see things everybody else sees; I don't understand things everybody else understands; I'm totally misunderstanding something; I'm connecting dots that really aren't connected; I'm processing information in a way that seems out to lunch; I'm totally failing at communicating what's in my head (and likely repeating myself as I try to express it coherently.) If you can understand a little bit how my cognitive processing is screwed up, maybe you'll better understand ...
- The origins of my OP in this thread: what I was thinking, what I was misunderstanding, my intentions
- How the wiki really accommodates my difficulties, and where it falls flat, and why.
- What drew me to QB64, what continues to draw me to QB64pe, how I had hoped to contribute, why and how I had to rejig contributions, and the hope I have that keeps me persisting vs throwing in the towel
Something like that. I'm tired, so not today.
Update
After some sober second-thought: what's the point? The path of least resistance, surrender, detachment(?) feels way better:
Note: Due to lack of interest in BASIC Anywhere Machine by the QB64 community, and unless interest in BASIC Anywhere Machine picks up, I'm (1) suspending posting updates about BASIC Anywhere Machine in the QB64(pe) forum and (2) suspending efforts to improve BASIC Anywhere Machine's compatibility with QB64/QB64(pe). If anybody wants to discuss BAM, I'm there for you, but I'm otherwise not bringing up my project.